First Italian lesson.
It was so exciting.
I love it.

So... About a month and a half ago I started working at a gallery/store which I absolutely LOVE. Problem is, like all good jobs- I'm hardly making any money. Barely enough to pay the bills and buy food etc, and any luxury items are of course out of the question

Usually when I pray to God for money he gives me more work, and so was this time.
I found this lawyer who is a photography freak on his free time, and so was his father, and he's building up an exhibition of old photos of him. There's like a bilion of them, and he doesn't have any time- so I scan them for him.
He's a really nice guy, and I'm really thrilled of the opportunity to earn some decent moeny, but it's about the dullest thing I have ever done!

With those two jobs I don't have any free time at all, and that is also starting to get to me... especially with Yom Kipur coming up, which is one of my favorites days in the year (I hope the religious DA crowd will forgive me... though I doubt there is any). The last two ones in Tel-Aviv was so much fun. It's the only day in the year the city actually looks peacful. I'm really depressed about the fact that I'll spend it all infront of the computer.

But the moeny thing keep me going...
I really want moeny. Money money money money.
I miss new clothes so bad. And shoes. And photography equipment! I'm still in debt over the camera I bought

So I try not to feel sorry for myself (right), and focus on my mission.

I hope you'll all have a great weekend...
Tzom kal to those of you who fast (and the slow ones too!)
I have tones of new stuff and will be back in about two weeks. Wish me luck.
Miss you and yours truly

YEY!!!!!!
I have a new camera! Finally finally finally!!!!!!
Finally.
I have tons of ideas and can't wait to get started...
Tomorrow will be the first test drive, wish me luck
Thank you all for your comments and support.

Last Thursday at noon I was going along the highway to get to a class... It was extremely hot and noisy. Suddenly I noticed a strange black spot, near the edge of the paved road. As I came closer I realized it was a tiny black cat... She, as I later discovered, looked so weak... It was so odd she was lying there, the noise was unbearable. She looked like she can hardly move...

I gave up my class in order to take her to a veterinarian. I just couldn't resist her face
I called a friend who brought me a cardboard box, and together we managed to get her inside of it (it wasn't easy. she was frightened).

As I suspected, she was dehydrated and had a severe ear infection.
Obviously I took her home... After she came down, she was about as cute as can be. She was so cuddly! I petted her for hours...
I named her Milla, don't know why, that's the first name who came to my mind.

The next day me and Dagan drove up north again for a family trip.
So I left little Milla with the friend who helped me, and her roomates.
She called me the next morning to say she has disappeared
They don't know how, maybe form her porch, maybe she escaped through the door when they haven't noticed...
Only then I realized how attached I was to her.
I miss her so much!
Her tiny beautiful face with such smart eyes.
I keep having dreams about tiny black cats...
I pray she is ok.

And the thing is, now i'm not even sure I can handle a cat, cause I was so worried about her, and felt so responsible, it became hard to bear.
(plus my boyfriend is a dog lover)

Of course I haven't had the chance to photograph her, since I don't have a camera /:
But maybe it's for the best since I would stare at her photos all day long.


That's it. Sorry for the length.
Just wanted to share...

I haven't slept in about 40 hours and I think you can define me as "walking dead" at the moment.
It's been so long I almost got used to it, I'm pass the the exhaustion that pass the exhaustion.
Actually sleep has become not the trivial thing it usually is a couple of weeks ago when I had a dream that really changed me, and remembered my dreams in the morning ever since.
I think people don't give dreams their proper meaning. You can learn so much from them.
I miss mine.